Today I have laughed by heart after a long time. I was watching comedy show on TV. Few scenes had made me for lot of laugh. I was thinking about people and their different natures. When we talk on any topic, there are so many different thoughts come out from the people who are there in chat. I was talking about some social problems with my cousin and his friends. They all have different experiences from their social connections. When I had told my experience with my social connections, some of them had told me that I have negative thinking about my relatives and other social network. But after given explanations about by my sayings, they have accepted that I was right. I have seen that after a long explanations, they had convinces about my sayings.
Somewhere in our life, we may not have the chance to give explanations about our sayings. So, the matter will be stored in the people's mind who have listened our words. So many people only accept the first said words and never interested in explanations or arguments. There are so many social formalities in our Indian society. All have their own rules and regulations. People wants to listen truth, but they can not be digest the truth. I want to ask people, if they have not stamina to listen the truth, why they ever want to know the truth? Reality is ever not beautiful than the dreams. When we face the world in real life, we can be realized that we were thinking like a child who wants to live in dreams. The world of dreams is quite different than the real world. Dreams are ever appreciated by them who have not yet faced the real world. Life is not limited to watching dreams and tries of achieve them, but life is also the reality where people have died with there unfulfilled dreams and desires. Nobody can get their decided destinations. The destiny begs big cost against fulfill our dreams. When we don't need the things we ignore it, but when we desperate for that thing it will ever go away from our lives. So, let the dreams at their place, and let the reality takes the place where it should be. Life is the mixed feelings of sadness and happiness. We have to balance ourselves while facing both in our life. I have seen so many people who committed suicide and ended their life. May be I was also become the part of their name list, but destiny wants something more from me. So, I was saved by some good people around me. I am talking about the time round Diwali. At that time I was fired up by my love for "Madness". I was missing her like burnt person touched salt. I want to forget those days and moments, because I can't face myself while watching the mirror.
I am in love. I accepted this in all my friend circle and family members. My friends have left me alone when I needed them. My family doesn't know her real name. I have never tried to show her to them and never tried to tell them in which condition I am living? Love brings golden moments and some dark moments too in my life. I have not talked with her about my feelings, but I have written so many things here. May be she has read all my posts. She have a beautiful heart, but she have never used it for thinking about love. She have hide all her photos by FB securities. Now I will never request her to open it, because somewhere I feel that she wants to go away from my eyes. But she have to kill me to erase her image in my eyes. I want peace and love in my life. I want to give it to her. But she may be not want them in her life. As per my guessing, she loves chairs and its authorities. She wants to earn authorities of ruling over people. But if she will read the life stories about rulers, she will get that they had no personal life and they were never happy in their personal life. Why we are living? we are living for our self satisfactions and happiness. This is the answer. We have no right to disturb the lows of nature and God. We can have so much popularity in our circles, but one by one all started to be busy with their lives, we realized that what have we missed in our past?. This is my personal experience.
Life has given me so many chances to get a nice life partner from my friends. I have ever liked bubbly girls and I have met so nay in my life but I was so arrogant that I have never given chance to any lady. I have tried to achieve my goals and ever followed my thoughts. Finally, I have got failures and lost in business. Loyality, attraction, love, commitments these are the words I had ever read in books and listened in bollywood movies. I have loved that lady who loves social positions, richness, academic achievements etc. Everybody wants all that in their lives, but get compromised with the situations. I have to see that what will the destiny give to me? I am waiting for what? I don't know. But I have started working on my goals which I have to achieve in my life. I hope ne day I will achieve my goals, but I have paid a big cost for that. I have lost my self in the unconditional love for my love......my Empress......my "Madness".
Now-a-days, people around me wants to create betrayal for my love in my heart. But they don't know the level of love in my heart for my lady. I don't know what is there in her mind, but I have loved only one lady in my whole life. I had only one heart and I have given to her. If people will tell me to marry any other lady, I will tell them ........I can't love any ohter lady in this life ..........because ......my heart is only for my "Madness" ......... for ohter lady .........I have not ......the second heart.....!!!
Somewhere in our life, we may not have the chance to give explanations about our sayings. So, the matter will be stored in the people's mind who have listened our words. So many people only accept the first said words and never interested in explanations or arguments. There are so many social formalities in our Indian society. All have their own rules and regulations. People wants to listen truth, but they can not be digest the truth. I want to ask people, if they have not stamina to listen the truth, why they ever want to know the truth? Reality is ever not beautiful than the dreams. When we face the world in real life, we can be realized that we were thinking like a child who wants to live in dreams. The world of dreams is quite different than the real world. Dreams are ever appreciated by them who have not yet faced the real world. Life is not limited to watching dreams and tries of achieve them, but life is also the reality where people have died with there unfulfilled dreams and desires. Nobody can get their decided destinations. The destiny begs big cost against fulfill our dreams. When we don't need the things we ignore it, but when we desperate for that thing it will ever go away from our lives. So, let the dreams at their place, and let the reality takes the place where it should be. Life is the mixed feelings of sadness and happiness. We have to balance ourselves while facing both in our life. I have seen so many people who committed suicide and ended their life. May be I was also become the part of their name list, but destiny wants something more from me. So, I was saved by some good people around me. I am talking about the time round Diwali. At that time I was fired up by my love for "Madness". I was missing her like burnt person touched salt. I want to forget those days and moments, because I can't face myself while watching the mirror.
I am in love. I accepted this in all my friend circle and family members. My friends have left me alone when I needed them. My family doesn't know her real name. I have never tried to show her to them and never tried to tell them in which condition I am living? Love brings golden moments and some dark moments too in my life. I have not talked with her about my feelings, but I have written so many things here. May be she has read all my posts. She have a beautiful heart, but she have never used it for thinking about love. She have hide all her photos by FB securities. Now I will never request her to open it, because somewhere I feel that she wants to go away from my eyes. But she have to kill me to erase her image in my eyes. I want peace and love in my life. I want to give it to her. But she may be not want them in her life. As per my guessing, she loves chairs and its authorities. She wants to earn authorities of ruling over people. But if she will read the life stories about rulers, she will get that they had no personal life and they were never happy in their personal life. Why we are living? we are living for our self satisfactions and happiness. This is the answer. We have no right to disturb the lows of nature and God. We can have so much popularity in our circles, but one by one all started to be busy with their lives, we realized that what have we missed in our past?. This is my personal experience.
Life has given me so many chances to get a nice life partner from my friends. I have ever liked bubbly girls and I have met so nay in my life but I was so arrogant that I have never given chance to any lady. I have tried to achieve my goals and ever followed my thoughts. Finally, I have got failures and lost in business. Loyality, attraction, love, commitments these are the words I had ever read in books and listened in bollywood movies. I have loved that lady who loves social positions, richness, academic achievements etc. Everybody wants all that in their lives, but get compromised with the situations. I have to see that what will the destiny give to me? I am waiting for what? I don't know. But I have started working on my goals which I have to achieve in my life. I hope ne day I will achieve my goals, but I have paid a big cost for that. I have lost my self in the unconditional love for my love......my Empress......my "Madness".
Now-a-days, people around me wants to create betrayal for my love in my heart. But they don't know the level of love in my heart for my lady. I don't know what is there in her mind, but I have loved only one lady in my whole life. I had only one heart and I have given to her. If people will tell me to marry any other lady, I will tell them ........I can't love any ohter lady in this life ..........because ......my heart is only for my "Madness" ......... for ohter lady .........I have not ......the second heart.....!!!
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