Life is being so complex and full of surprises with shocks. According to me, we never have to see dreams for tomorrows and ever live in our present moments.Because when we start seeing dreams, we never think for their unsatisfaction and broken situations. Our life must be based on our thinking by mind and not by heart. Because heart makes human emotional and weak in taking decisions. Mind have no sensitivity and emotionality. It will let you run with the physical and materialistic world. Humanity, Love, God this words are not for mind it thinks for just having power, higher positions in the world, lot of money, showing others who I am etc. And that is the truth, we are all working for this things. We are just running with the world and may be forgotten humanity, God, Love etc. Love and emotions are priceless and not having the value in the market of the World. Even emotional people are ever called insane or mad. People laugh on this kind of people. But some of those people were become famous philophers, like, Mirabai, Kabir, Aristotle, Shakespeare, Socratis etc. But we have no any example of philosopher who have loved somebody and devoted him/herself for the love.
One name was added in those insane or mad people and that was my name. I am one of those insane people who believes in Love and devotion. My love is not just to achieve her in my life but see her happy and in any bad circumstances share her pain in my heart. Today I want to confess that I can feel her sorrows in my heart. How can I say that? The answer is whenever I am working and everything is all right, suddenly my heart feels sadness and tears starts to come out from my eyes. I feel so bad and want to leave all the things. So many times I have marked that, without any reason I have cried a lot and started pray for my Love.......My Empress......My Madness.......!!!
My best friend Jyoti has told me that she will never call me again and she will erase her FB account forever. Her husband was feeling insecurity and jealous about us. She had made promise to end up all her connection with me. It was nothing between me and her, but their is no remedy for doubt. I had felt some bad as she was my best friend. I have seen so many good moments and shared so much pain with her. I would like to confess that if she was unmarried, she might be my wife at this time. But destiny has directed her to somebody else. And lead me to the dynamic lady......."Madness".
I was alone and I am alone. But I am praying to God for remove my loneliness forever. I pray to God for everybody's happiness and health. I have ever wanted good for everyone in this world. There are so many good and bad people in this world, but everybody is human. May be one day humanity will win against the betrayal for each other. My love .....My Empress........My Madness is also having the beautiful heart which is full of humanity and love. I know she is so modest from inside. She is woman and woman can't wish bad for anybody. Some people have told that they ever afraid from "Madness" as she is so dangerous by nature. But I have told them in my mind that why you have not felt her feelings by her eyes. why you have not tried to tell her that you feel scare for her that nature. Even she has accepted that she is bad girl. But I have that eyes which can see her real and natural beauty of heart. She is so soft by nature from inside. She has so much love for everybody. She was ever helpful to people around her. Just love is there in her heart and she wants to share it with all, but may be the people had laughed on her in past. So she have become rude for the world and arrogant too. She is too good and she will show her goodness again to the world. She loves philosophy and philosophic thoughts, but she might have never thought that how the people was become philosophers. Yes, Darling......!!!.......they were all lovers. They have loved somebody in their life and they have devoted themselves to their loved one. One line ever take in your mind that, A Lover can become the best philosopher in the world but the best philosophy reader can not be a Lover .....just .....Lover.
The world is not running on minds, but it is running by hearts. Because any scientist, doctor, engineer, architect got tired he have ever need of sympathy and love from somebody. Whenever they had felt nervous they were recharged by their partners. Love is the necessary element on this earth. without love the world can not walk a step ahead. Everybody need love, but everybody has made it worthless thing. People have ever teased lover by called them "Insane". No we are not insane, we are better than you and can give more than you to this world. My friend Jyoti have told me that she wants to see me as India's Walt Disney. It was a very big complement for me ever by anybody from my known people. I don't know, I will do something like that or not. But I am working in that way.
I am walking on my life path with power of love. I don't know what was the wish of God behind brought together both of us, Me and "Madness". But I will wait for the positive hopes of life from the destiny. One day God will bring us again to gether and we will get our destination of our life.We will decide our new ways to our new destinations. Our life will be full of love for each other and our future will be say to us this is called the beautiful and prosperous life. We were living just moments, but we will make our moments alive and delightful. Our life will never depend on others but it will make us independent. I believe in long term relationship because it gives meaning to life. If we look at our parents we can see that a long term relationship has given us the warmth of mother and father both. Long term relationship ends the matter of making the family.
We an born and die only one time, then why should we wants to marry so many times. We have to be loyal to our lifetime friend our spouse. If anybody will burn by jealousy let him burnt. I am loyal forever with my spouse. I am virgin and she will be my first lady in my life. I will tell all those events from which I have escape myself being disloyal. I have ever saved myself from those ladies who were tried to attract me to them. My Love will never think about my love for her as she have no idea about it. She doesn't know that how much I love her? She is so good for the world and she will do the same in future.
I can say that she will ignite the candles of love on my life and my world will be lighted and delighted with her love. I can't see the future, but I can wish my love as my spouse in my life. I have spent 35 years without her, but want to walk with her on my lifepath till the end of the life. She is my love, she is my life, she is my light, she is glory of my life. Without her the life will be empty, and full of loneliness. I don't want to live alone..........without my spouse..........my love.........my empress ...my Madness.....!!!
Virtually, she is with me forever. But I am alive and need her physically too. I want her back in my life and I have faith in my Love and the God..........I will get her back in my life...........I need her too much.......as the loneliness is making me more and more...........impatient. But I am waiting for the ..........Justice of my Destiny........!!!
One name was added in those insane or mad people and that was my name. I am one of those insane people who believes in Love and devotion. My love is not just to achieve her in my life but see her happy and in any bad circumstances share her pain in my heart. Today I want to confess that I can feel her sorrows in my heart. How can I say that? The answer is whenever I am working and everything is all right, suddenly my heart feels sadness and tears starts to come out from my eyes. I feel so bad and want to leave all the things. So many times I have marked that, without any reason I have cried a lot and started pray for my Love.......My Empress......My Madness.......!!!
My best friend Jyoti has told me that she will never call me again and she will erase her FB account forever. Her husband was feeling insecurity and jealous about us. She had made promise to end up all her connection with me. It was nothing between me and her, but their is no remedy for doubt. I had felt some bad as she was my best friend. I have seen so many good moments and shared so much pain with her. I would like to confess that if she was unmarried, she might be my wife at this time. But destiny has directed her to somebody else. And lead me to the dynamic lady......."Madness".
I was alone and I am alone. But I am praying to God for remove my loneliness forever. I pray to God for everybody's happiness and health. I have ever wanted good for everyone in this world. There are so many good and bad people in this world, but everybody is human. May be one day humanity will win against the betrayal for each other. My love .....My Empress........My Madness is also having the beautiful heart which is full of humanity and love. I know she is so modest from inside. She is woman and woman can't wish bad for anybody. Some people have told that they ever afraid from "Madness" as she is so dangerous by nature. But I have told them in my mind that why you have not felt her feelings by her eyes. why you have not tried to tell her that you feel scare for her that nature. Even she has accepted that she is bad girl. But I have that eyes which can see her real and natural beauty of heart. She is so soft by nature from inside. She has so much love for everybody. She was ever helpful to people around her. Just love is there in her heart and she wants to share it with all, but may be the people had laughed on her in past. So she have become rude for the world and arrogant too. She is too good and she will show her goodness again to the world. She loves philosophy and philosophic thoughts, but she might have never thought that how the people was become philosophers. Yes, Darling......!!!.......they were all lovers. They have loved somebody in their life and they have devoted themselves to their loved one. One line ever take in your mind that, A Lover can become the best philosopher in the world but the best philosophy reader can not be a Lover .....just .....Lover.
The world is not running on minds, but it is running by hearts. Because any scientist, doctor, engineer, architect got tired he have ever need of sympathy and love from somebody. Whenever they had felt nervous they were recharged by their partners. Love is the necessary element on this earth. without love the world can not walk a step ahead. Everybody need love, but everybody has made it worthless thing. People have ever teased lover by called them "Insane". No we are not insane, we are better than you and can give more than you to this world. My friend Jyoti have told me that she wants to see me as India's Walt Disney. It was a very big complement for me ever by anybody from my known people. I don't know, I will do something like that or not. But I am working in that way.
I am walking on my life path with power of love. I don't know what was the wish of God behind brought together both of us, Me and "Madness". But I will wait for the positive hopes of life from the destiny. One day God will bring us again to gether and we will get our destination of our life.We will decide our new ways to our new destinations. Our life will be full of love for each other and our future will be say to us this is called the beautiful and prosperous life. We were living just moments, but we will make our moments alive and delightful. Our life will never depend on others but it will make us independent. I believe in long term relationship because it gives meaning to life. If we look at our parents we can see that a long term relationship has given us the warmth of mother and father both. Long term relationship ends the matter of making the family.
We an born and die only one time, then why should we wants to marry so many times. We have to be loyal to our lifetime friend our spouse. If anybody will burn by jealousy let him burnt. I am loyal forever with my spouse. I am virgin and she will be my first lady in my life. I will tell all those events from which I have escape myself being disloyal. I have ever saved myself from those ladies who were tried to attract me to them. My Love will never think about my love for her as she have no idea about it. She doesn't know that how much I love her? She is so good for the world and she will do the same in future.
I can say that she will ignite the candles of love on my life and my world will be lighted and delighted with her love. I can't see the future, but I can wish my love as my spouse in my life. I have spent 35 years without her, but want to walk with her on my lifepath till the end of the life. She is my love, she is my life, she is my light, she is glory of my life. Without her the life will be empty, and full of loneliness. I don't want to live alone..........without my spouse..........my love.........my empress ...my Madness.....!!!
Virtually, she is with me forever. But I am alive and need her physically too. I want her back in my life and I have faith in my Love and the God..........I will get her back in my life...........I need her too much.......as the loneliness is making me more and more...........impatient. But I am waiting for the ..........Justice of my Destiny........!!!
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