Life is not so easy as we can see it by books, movies and philosophers' lectures. It teaches us so many things by different experiences. Before somedays I was watching a famous movie named 'Rockstar'. I was feeling very bad while watching few scenes. The movie was about pain of a singer. He got love and lost her forever, he had never felt the pain and it becomes his life. All is based on our heart. If we like something, our heart will wish to have it. But, it will make your life full of sorrow when it doesn't got that.
I am also passing through that kind of circumstances of my life. I have never wish that I will be fallen in love with somebody in my life. But, I have wished for a nice life partner who can live with me as my best friend, take care of me and my home, stops me for doing anything wrong, ever with me like my shadow. But, God has done something different with me. He had brought together me with "Madness". I felt why I met her? Why I love her? Why I miss her? Why she is so far from my feelings? why she is behaving with me like unknowns? Why she is not saying anything? Why do I feel happy while remembering her smiling face?
There are lot of questions like that coming in my life. I don't know what will she feel for me in future and what is she feeling about me in present? But I feel so happy and fresh while close my eyes and feel her in me. One day we all have to pass away from this world and leave our memories for our beloved people. Our life is depending on God's wish. Whenever he call us, we have to leave this world. Sometimes I am thinking that why we should hate anybody? why we should stop ourselves for shaking hand with anybody? why we are being so choosy while talking with people? Why should we make anybody sad? I have not found any answer which can satisfy my heart. I think everybody have their own questions in their minds. My days have become full of imaginations and good thoughts about my love .....my Empress ......my "Madness".
I have found her in my thoughts. I have felt her in my songs. I have felt her in all my happy moments. She is so lovely that nobody can describe her beauty. I know sacrifice is bigger than Love, but sometimes I have become some possessive. I know humanity is the biggest religion in the universe, but I want to follow the religion of Love. There are so big changes in me after met her. I was so rude before met her, but now I am like a little child who wants the the sweet which is called Love. Life is full of surprises and one day I got my surprise from God. He has brought her in my life. She was unknown with my feelings. I was unknown with my feelings for her. I was in search of the lady who can fulfill my criteria of life partner. I had pray to god for that and the second day I had got the result. If I was aware of his game, I had never visited that place. Because it has hanged me in one situation which is very harmful for my career. She is very good lady and if she will come in my life forever, I will be the happiest person on the earth. But right now all is just thoughts of mind.
My day starts with her and ends with her. She has become my non dividable part of my life. I can't divide my body and same like that can't divide her from my heart. She has not taken my heart, but become my heart. Loving her like mad has become my destiny. It was no any word 'destiny' in my dictionary, but now it has become my life. I have met so many astrologers and asked about the reason, why did I met her? But they could not satisfy my heart by their answers. Most of them have told me that she will come back. Few has told me about our planetary movements and caused it for that.
I have no choice besides trust on my destiny. There is nothing being suitable with positive happenings in our relations. She has again create new type of block for me. I can't see her new updates and news. "Everything will be alright" this words ever came from my intuitions and made me satisfied while asking to God about our meeting. Let the God do his work, let the destiny do its work and let me Trust in both of them. Let me be confident in my Love. She will come to me forever .........I have to trust in my LOVE .......I have to think about her.......I have to continue .......loving her.......it is the demand of the time......it is my destiny.....!!!
I am also passing through that kind of circumstances of my life. I have never wish that I will be fallen in love with somebody in my life. But, I have wished for a nice life partner who can live with me as my best friend, take care of me and my home, stops me for doing anything wrong, ever with me like my shadow. But, God has done something different with me. He had brought together me with "Madness". I felt why I met her? Why I love her? Why I miss her? Why she is so far from my feelings? why she is behaving with me like unknowns? Why she is not saying anything? Why do I feel happy while remembering her smiling face?
There are lot of questions like that coming in my life. I don't know what will she feel for me in future and what is she feeling about me in present? But I feel so happy and fresh while close my eyes and feel her in me. One day we all have to pass away from this world and leave our memories for our beloved people. Our life is depending on God's wish. Whenever he call us, we have to leave this world. Sometimes I am thinking that why we should hate anybody? why we should stop ourselves for shaking hand with anybody? why we are being so choosy while talking with people? Why should we make anybody sad? I have not found any answer which can satisfy my heart. I think everybody have their own questions in their minds. My days have become full of imaginations and good thoughts about my love .....my Empress ......my "Madness".
I have found her in my thoughts. I have felt her in my songs. I have felt her in all my happy moments. She is so lovely that nobody can describe her beauty. I know sacrifice is bigger than Love, but sometimes I have become some possessive. I know humanity is the biggest religion in the universe, but I want to follow the religion of Love. There are so big changes in me after met her. I was so rude before met her, but now I am like a little child who wants the the sweet which is called Love. Life is full of surprises and one day I got my surprise from God. He has brought her in my life. She was unknown with my feelings. I was unknown with my feelings for her. I was in search of the lady who can fulfill my criteria of life partner. I had pray to god for that and the second day I had got the result. If I was aware of his game, I had never visited that place. Because it has hanged me in one situation which is very harmful for my career. She is very good lady and if she will come in my life forever, I will be the happiest person on the earth. But right now all is just thoughts of mind.
My day starts with her and ends with her. She has become my non dividable part of my life. I can't divide my body and same like that can't divide her from my heart. She has not taken my heart, but become my heart. Loving her like mad has become my destiny. It was no any word 'destiny' in my dictionary, but now it has become my life. I have met so many astrologers and asked about the reason, why did I met her? But they could not satisfy my heart by their answers. Most of them have told me that she will come back. Few has told me about our planetary movements and caused it for that.
I have no choice besides trust on my destiny. There is nothing being suitable with positive happenings in our relations. She has again create new type of block for me. I can't see her new updates and news. "Everything will be alright" this words ever came from my intuitions and made me satisfied while asking to God about our meeting. Let the God do his work, let the destiny do its work and let me Trust in both of them. Let me be confident in my Love. She will come to me forever .........I have to trust in my LOVE .......I have to think about her.......I have to continue .......loving her.......it is the demand of the time......it is my destiny.....!!!
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