........let's FTW......!!!

       

       The train of the world is running on the tracks of time. We are all traveling in this train and meeting each other, sometimes daily and sometimes after few duration. But, we all have our destinations and stations, where we have to stop our journey. The journey is called life and our destination is death. It is the bitter truth and we all have to accept it.It is the truth which can make more unstable or miserable when we see the dead bodies bring up to the burial. We can realize that we have to go there one day, if we would like it or not. Life is just the period, starts with birth and stops with death. Between this period we have to learn our studies, love to our life partner, have a babies, earn for spouse and kids' needs, save the earnings for old age etc. We see dreams in childhood to become famous person and people will desperate for our words and styles. We see dreams in teenage to become rockstar type person who is always loaded with weird styles and different thoughts. We see dreams in our youth to become wealthy and rich by money and costly materials. We see dreams of the person to whom we can love for the life time in our youth. We try to found our soulmate thoroughly in each of the person, men try to find it in women and women try to find in men. Here the life become too complex where person can feel in blue. But he/she feels high when they see the few features which they have decided in somebody. But, this is called just infatuation or love at first site. This is not love, but just an obsession about the another person. Here the questions occur that what is love? How can we decide that we are in true love? How do we feel the true love for anybody? Answer is - when you miss the person very badly and desperate for his/her one look, you feel crazy for her small memories and smile when you remember those moments spent with the person. Your heart urge your mind to find the way to reach to the person. When you feel there is nothing in the life without that person. You will not think about that person's look and you will never mind about the person's good and bad habits. Even you can't think about the person's reality, if the person is good or bad. The person will become your world, God and destiny. If you are feeling these things, then .......congratulations and wel come to the world of Love. The most divine thing in the universe, which can convert demon into human or angel. Your heart will order your mind to think about your special person- lover. It never depends on look and wealth, but depends on hearts. Because this is the special feelings which can make you think about the person and only for that person. You will say no to any beautiful lady, ever she will be a fairy. You will call your lover by new names like, Angel, Fairy, Beauty of heaven, Goddess of Love, Empress of heart etc.
       I am in love with the lady called "Madness". I will never write her name here, because she is the most important lady for me and my world and I would never like to make her miserable. But, she knows that I love her too much. Her love is my life and its moments. I am feeling pain of separation from her like fish out of water. I can't remember anything rather than her memories. I am wriggling to meet her and grip her in my arms. Meaning of her name is 'superior' and she is that in my world. Love does not depends on propose and acceptance of it.She is my everything and she is my world, though we are to gather or not. There is no space for any other lady rather than her. I am waiting for her come back to my home town. I hope she will come soon after completed her studies. I hope to complete my Masters in June as I have passed 9 exams out of 13. I have matched my and her sun and moon sign horoscopes. As per Sun signs our pair will become an extraordinary example for the society and we both will enjoy our life, living like in heaven. But, we have to promise to each other that we will never dominate over each others' minds. We will respect each others' thoughts. As per moon sign predictions (if your birth time is 1:22 a.m) we have matching 27 gunas out of 36. But astrology is not the subject of worry for me and her. We both must be love each other.
      I am feeling some hurdles in our relationship. I feel that the biggest hurdle will be the academic level. Another will the age difference of us. We are both equal as per financial conditions, but our living styles are too different. I am very broad minded and thinking like people of western countries, but my family is typical Indian Gujarati Surti family. You are nice lady by nature and mix up quickly with the people and the environment. So, I am not worry about that, but the problem will occur when my mom will ask you to cook food for lunch or dinner and I will be at my office. How will you cook food for lunch or dinner without my help? that is another big problem. I don't think so that you can cook food except non-veg cakes. Don't worry I will teach you how to cook veg. food as I know it very well. I assure you that cooking will become your most favorite hobby. Still I have not shown your photo to my mom. She was asking about your look and your beauty. When I felt overflow of her asking, I had shown the photo of actress Asin to her and told her that you are looking like that lady as the movie 'Ready' was playing on TV. I am sorry I know you don't like to be compared with any other woman, but I have no other way to make her quite. She liked her look and told me that if you are looking like her then she is agree for our relationship. But, she doesn't know that we have never talked face to face about this topic. But, how do I stop my mom's mouth when she asks about you....darling!!!
      I know you are not for cooking and maintain households. I accept that I am saying too much about our relationship and our future. I know I am living in fairytales right now, but I am lover and dreaming has become my nature. I am feeling you and your love. I can sit on terrace in very cold dark winter nights, because I have the warmth of your love. I can feel your heat in my blood and being more enthusiastic to work. I am not writer so I can't write properly here, but it is true that you have inspired me to write here. Have remembered 12/13th July, 2011? It was the day when you have pushed me out from your circle as blocked me on FB. 12th July was at your place and 13th was at my place. 1st May 2011 when we had physically met last time at your place. I don't know when will we meet again? But whenever we meet, we will create a new history in the world of Love. You  have become my destination and also the further way from there. You have become ruler of my heart. you will decide what to do next? You have to ask your parents about our relationship. Hey, Are you laughing? Yes, you can laugh, because I am telling you all like psycho. But I am not that and you know that very well. I am being ready face you and your naughty acts again. Yes, the world will see the tightest hug of "Mad" and "Madness". They will see the power of our love. They have to accept that love can change anybody's life. They have to accept that love can convert the devil into man.
      Last night, I have closed the chapter of my project work. I had submitted that to my client and he was happy with the work done. On the 15th Feb, the project will be inaugurated. It was the first project fully designed, modeled  and rendered at our firm, PlanetH. Unfortunately, the work was not done by me as per my expectations. Because we have not the advance PCs for high resolution rendering. I have to buy new gadgets for high resolution rendering as I have got another big project of Animation work. From next week the work will be started. Your prays are working....my Love.....My Empress.....My "Madness"........the meeting of yesterday was successful and we have got another big work. You are really my darling believed wife ...... who cares for me from long distance. I don't know how will you treat me, when you will start living with me as real wife. It was another boring Sunday, today. Our family is watching TV and I am here listen songs on youtube and writing the blog. I will not upload photos of my completed project, because it is too ugly, but if you will greed to see that I will upload it on FB.
      Life is going very fast, but each moment gives me intolerable pain of burning. I am feeling desperate to see your latest updates. Please, upload your new photo. I need to see your latest photo. Please do it  for me. If you have uploaded then open it to public. So, I can see you. Please don't increase my pain and do it ASAP.
      The winter is cold here, so I ca imagine your situation of there living between snowy mountains. Hey, when will you go to Europe for your case studies? It will give you some release from the snowy environment. I know it is too tough to live away from your dear parents. I am proud of you ......darling!!! you are really the  awesome lady. Anybody will meet you, he/she will become your fan. Nobody could grab my attention before you and nobody will do the same in my life. In good and bad, cold and heat, rain and burning you will find me with you forever and ever. I promise you that I will ever come forward in your bad and sad moments and ever walk behind you when people will admire our work. I will ever give all credit to you for my success and always hide you from my failures. But I am confident that I will never get failure as you will with me forever. I will never force you for my satisfaction, but always satisfy you whenever you will ask for. I will never disturb your individuality and never grab your freedom of living the life. But I will wel come all your suggestions for changing the way of living my life. I will never dominate over your head and never start arguments on any matter. I will fully support you in all your work and will never stop you to wear different dresses and its colours. I have tried to create good environment for living a good life and hope you will increase it with me.
       My Love.........My Empress.........My "Madness" life is too short and the youth is too short. I am feeling fear that the youth may not be passed in waiting for you. Only 2 days are remaining for Valentine's day.I will wait for your wishes and greetings for the special day of lovers. In advance Happy Valentine's day..........I am desperate to meet you..........You have always told that WTF........but I am telling you ......let's make the history.....let's FTW......!!!