Monday, March 12, 2012

........First Meeting Anniversary....... !!!


My Beloved Madness ish.......,
           I think you have become very happy by new hair cut. It was nice new look. You know that I don't care about your different get ups. Your beauty is not decreased by new haircut.But, hair is the most important part of woman's beauty. Cutting hair can be also cause for the irregular feminine health.You have made me victim of grabbing your beauty. What do you want to prove? I have understood that. You have won and I have bend my knees to you and tied my palms very tightly. I have no doubt on your love. I am really too much hurt when I had seen your new look. I will feel guilty each moment whenever I will see your photo with this hair cut. Do you really feel bother of our love? It was not my intention to hurt you at this level. I accept my defeat and accept that you loves me more than I love you......OK........Darling......??? Your heart is bigger than me. My Love....... is it your temper? that is the reason .....you was telling that you are feeling psychological disorder. I am sorrie again....!!!  I had told you that......oh my Madness......ish......love me a lot like a good lover and good wife, but you have punished me by hurting your self. We are both have become mad and both have become lot of thirsty of each others' LOVE. Even I am feeling very nervous and my hands are vibrating more than running on the keyboard. I have got very big shock .........darling......!!!.....why have you punished your self(my believed wife).  I know you have warned me, but which part has hurt you that you have taken this step? I love your temper and kissing your hands to make it calm. Do you think it is the time of fighting before our meeting anniversary?
          My Doll.........you looks still fairy.........in nice pink dress........Now I am going to give you a promise  for something. It will be a big punishment for me and punished by myself. I promise you that I will never visit a public place with my friends and  never try to be mixed up in any group where any single lady will be in it. I will never see any other lady besides you for matching your beauty. I am going punish myself for this cruel work. Be cool !!!and concentrate on your studies. I promise you, whole life I will not leave you alone. I will write good poems here only for you......I will not married to any other woman besides you in my whole life and never try to satisfy my sexual needs by any hired woman too. I have believed you as my wife, and I will be loyal as a husband like lord Shri Ram.This is my pledge to see only you as my wife and not any other woman. I am binding myself with you and your happiness. I am restarting my worships and reciting of rosary ..........only for you. I will not accept any marriage proposal, though you will be married with any other chosen by your parents. My Love........life is not for burning...... life is for enjoying each others' love ..........exchange of each others' love. Don't waste your life behind punishments and angry with me, but give me a single word of love and I will make rains of Love on you. I have told you to open the door for me on FB, but you are on persistence  to never enter me in your circle.
          Hey....darling......!!!......save your photos of this hair style......our kids will say ...... my momma was like my daddy........you looks so cute in this hair cut.........I want to squeeze you in my arms....... kisses on your cheeks for this new look ..... it is the nice gift from you on our first meeting anniversary. Let me love you by bottom of my heart. I will never let you be broken, because I know what is the meaning of the word "Broken".  Love needs a heart and not of the looks of the person. may be people will laugh on you, but for me you have become the most beautiful woman of the Universe. Promise me !!! you will never be angry on anybody....... if you will angry in future, I will start punishing myself. I know that will be never liked by you. In future I will not say this words......I am broken.......and also not let you to use this words for you. Please be calm and read only my romantic poems. If you will allow me, I will give a lot of love. But, if you feel hurt, I will become silent after meeting you last time. But I will never marry with any other woman besides you. I want to meet you for a while or lifetime, but after completion of your masters degree......ok...??? now smile please. I have told you my decision for my life. I have mentally married with you, and I want to be a loyal husband. I can't live happily without you. Life will be dust bin without you. Control your self and take everything easily. Don't make things so complex that you have got angry. If you don't like anything on this blog, tell me I will delete those posts.
          My Love.......My Empress........My "Madness"........I am going to be separate myself from the world and bind only with you. Without your permission, I will not buy a single key-chain. This will be start from this moment. I request you, please open the door on FB. I am tired by remembering this passwords.Please give me Love..... I don't want anything from you. I am hungry and thirsty of your love, if possible give me that. Your silence is another punishment for me. If you want to see me happy, please open the door. I am sorry ! to make you angry. I am feeling too much hurt by spoiling your beauty. I want to request you for something.......if possible wear different hats, caps and scarfs while snapping so people will not call you bald.......ok....??? otherwise you are my fairy till my death(last breath).
           Kissing your forehead........whispering in your ears "I Love You".........concentrate on your studies. Show me the pictures whatever you will take. I am thirsty to meet you and maybe you are too. But,  I have not sufficient money to meet you right now, otherwise I might be in the way of the airport this time.The Visa problem will also resist my way to meet you. But from here, I feel you and your lovely heart beating for me.  I can say very proudly that......you are my "MADNESS"......you are my believed wife. I have left my emails here, if you need to talk with me......please mail me. I want to see you happy and enjoying the life. You are very important for me and my life. Please control your temper..........My Angel.......you are the sweetest person in my life........you are my world.....don't try to destroy it. We will meet and melt up in each other......but this time to be ......very calm......try to adjust your mind with your new look and post your big photo in my mail.......It will be the gift of our ........First Meeting Anniversary....... !!!
       

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