.......I promise you for that........!!!

           Last 24 hours has made me believed that you are more passionate than me in love. You are loving me more than my expectations. Still, I can't believe this, but I have to accept it that you are loving me by bottom of your heart and desperating more than me to have the tightest hugs with me. I am sorry for ignoring your feelings for me, but here I want to clear this matter that, I had got few negative signals from the eastman who is your friend. Have you seen his today's post? He is calling you as "vem". Vem means a lot, but in single and straight meaning its used for the "Stone". He has ever created the misunderstanding by his quotes between us. I don't know what is his intention behind that, but it seems not good for our relationship. It was my duty to tell you the truth. This man is same like my neighbour, he is also eastman and colored the same. My neighbour is good and sweet talker, but I  have never talked with him as he has made my gardener to destroy my terrace garden. He has given bribe and attractive proposals for new jobwork. After a long hard remand, the gardener has vomited my neighbour's name. From that day I have no faith in talks of eastmen. Maybe he has teased you with my name and encourage you for this new haircut. Don't worry...!!!......I know how to tackle with this kind of people. If he will not stop all this nonsense, I will find his roots in India. Let's see what will he want? 

        I am trying to find a link to meet you. But, I can't find a single step to reach to you. I am being mad here. I want to talk with you, but you are not taking a single step forward. I don't want to tease you again, but try  to understand my problem. No body is helping me besides my unknown friend and younger brother CT. He is trying to help me by sharing few links on his FB wall. By this he has made my eyes wet and the words came out from my mouth...."God Bless You...brother...."! Hey, CT if you are reading this, I salute you. Explain my lady the importance of talks in relationship.

        My Love.....!!!......Destiny has separated us for know each other and share our love with each other. It has brought us to gather from so many years. How ? I tell you how......Your seating place in the evening was also there and mine also the same at the door of MTB. Taking the evening tea at that place was my habit. Maybe you was also there from so many years. But, we met and knew each other at your place. Destiny has chosen the day and time of our meeting. I was like the stone and having no feelings. You was the queen of your place and having lot of friends. We both met and after the separation I had revealed that I was missing you. But, that missing was different than all other feelings. Finally, I have found that I am in love with you. From that day, I am writing here. Some times poems, short stories and my personal thoughts and talks. But, you are also the master in operating the security of FB. Mr. Mark should have to give you the best user's award. If he will not give , I will give you the awards.....daily. ......ok....??? Come on...... smile ... It is for just tickling you. Be happy and complete your study ASAP. Your parents are being ready to come to you. Will you really come back with them? or will extend your study for more years there? I don't know why, but my sixth sense is not giving me good signals. I feel love in my heart, but fearing that you might extend your period of study. Whatever.........let me leave that on you. Darling....!!!......don't worry! I am giving you the freedom to study more there. But before start the new session, please meet me. I desperate to meet you. I have become blind, but can control my self. I am going to change my schedules of daily routine life.

        I have got another project of low cost buildings 3D model. I have completed 80% of the modeling work. One thing ....darling.....!!! I have never made any comments regarding your UP, but I had told him that I don't mind if she will be with smalls. The person who had started the talk has misguide you for that. I have never mind about your physical looks. I have always seen you in any form with love. I had told you in past that You are fairy for me with make-up and without make-up. You are still my fairy,though you have cut your hair at very small height. But, you looks more cute in this look also. But, I need a promise from that you will not cut your hair, till it will be grown below your shoulders. Promise me....!!! .....please.....darling!!! I am following all your words, please give me this promise. I need your commitment of being mine for the whole life. Promise me!! you will be with me till the end of life as my wife. 

       I want to tell you that you are annoying me in my nights by come in dreams. It gives me passion to love you, but it spoils my sleeps. 24 hours, I am talking about you in my loneliness and thinking about you and your activities of there. Love has become my environment. I have lost in this environment. People can't understand my feelings and maybe they laugh. But few elders are looking at me with sympathy and thinking that which girl has made me like this. One of my classmate was trying to highlight himself to you by tagging me in his photos. He is that b*****d who had started the talk of woman's UP of her body. I have blocked him. I don't like oversmart people. I also don't like those people who like to break relationship and try to create with one of the partners of the relationship. I think you will also take an action against the Eastman. 

        My Love......My Empress......My "Madness"......I love you and relaxed with this feelings that you love me more than I love you. You are also passionate more than me to meet me for the lifetime relationship. I have found few world class cosmetics' sites and I liked to buy them for you. For early growth of hair........there are so many hair vitalizers available here. If you feel uncomfortable with your hair cut.......please tell your daddy to parcel it to you. This remedies can increase the hair growth more than 3 times. I have used it and by personal experience I am telling you that. When you was in Russia, I had got the problem of hair falls, if you remembered. I had got the relief from my problem by this remedies. As you wish! if you want to use it, ask me and if you are happy with your current hair.....I am happy in your happiness. 

      Darling......!!!......... your classmates are there in Germany. Where are you? in NY or in Germany? its your privacy........you can tell me and if you want to hide .........don't tell me.......ok.....???

       Live your life in the best way. Try to be happy and tensionless person. Feel the beautiful feelings called LOVE. Allow me to talk with you. I will try to light your world like disney's world. I love you.......darling....Kissing on your lips and cheeks........ don't be angry......anger is the biggest enemy of human mind. Be calm and pleased with my love. If you feel anything bad in me....... tell me..... I will remove it immediately. .......Try to balance yourself and try to live with happiness.........hey meaning of my name is also "Happiness"......I have suddenly remembered. I am always with you. I will be walk forward when bad feelings and pains will come and we have to face ....I will be behind you..... when people will appriciate our relationship and our work........I promise you for that........!!!