...........I want that smile ......!!!

I need your love

to live this ugly life

tears come in  eyes

whenever see your smile

why do tease me?

what did I do?

just few words 

and you made me cry

your love is hitting me

during the day  and night

I can't think for other

the life has become bother

give me that love

which was raining before

I am burning a lot

give me some water

Why are you hating?

what is my fault?

I will never ask you

but accept it by heart

whatever I have done

I have not revealed

what was the good 

what bad have I done? 

give me your love

tell me once again

but this time to me

direct online

You deserve my love

nobody else deserves it

just tell me this words

I am desperate for that

let me come in 

let me make you wet

get my love in heart

before I fall apart

all your words 

leading me to death

I don't know further

what will be next?

hide your self

it was your game

I haven't found you

it is my pain

you are my nectar

you are elixir of life

I have ever followed

one life one wife

please hold my hand

I am losing my ground

I will fell down

and never stand forever

I need your warmth 

and blazing hot kisses

the endless love in heart

the life will go within

I need your tight hugs

I need your lovely smiles

you have stopped smiling

how will I alive?

let me love you 

till the end of life

please love as before

I want that smile ......!!!

(P.S.:.......Darling......!!! ......don't smoke or drink.......I need to see you more healthy ........ I don't know what have I done........but....... whatever I have done......it may be punishable....... punish me for that unknown crime...... hit me for that work which has hurt you....... burn me from toe to head.......... let me die by that burning...... but smile once for me...... I want to die by watching your smile...... without you...... the life is really bother......... my assignments are left......... this time I am leaving all that matters...... I have lost my ground...... may be you get yours......... be happy on that land...... don't cry for me..... I am burning in this pain......... I have ever asked you ........ do you love me...... but still you had never told a single word for that....... you made getures.......which I have not understood...... still those are puzzles ......... just look at me with love ....... I am only yours........ don't kill me like this........ why are you so rude with me?......... still I can not understood......if this is reality.......then...... what was that......???......... I am so confused....... From last 4 days....... I could not sleep properly....... please tell me........you loves me...... please tell me .........why are you teasing me...... ???)