the day was passed
with the screen and keys
drawn some lines
checked the dimensions
felt little smiled
when it was completed
drawing was done
it was the time for tea
I saw my watch
it was more than six
I felt to see
my love....my "Madness"
if hurry of leaving office
remembered the client's said
it was the meeting fixed
I had to wait
after an hour, he made a call
he could not come
I can leave the office
I felt some relaxed
but became sad
before I could leave
other man was there
I told sorry
to my love...... my "Madness"
I had talked with him
but completed soon
I started the scooter
ran it with some speed
taken my dinner at nine
open her face with smile
but became so sad
after reading her words
same as before
her bitter words annoyed
I want her in life
want make her wife
she refused with anger
told the wish of life
I remembered the day
whenever I had done the same
still regretting for that
she repeats my past
the time may never come
never returned my life
whichever passed with roaming
I just fake smiled
and told to God
why are you punish her?
by giving bad result
what have she done?
why don't you show her lights?
what will be happened,
if all woman will be same?
how will you create the world?
how the men will survive?
who will live the life?
without the spouse of wife
give me back my wife
make me again alive
oh God! don't be so cruel
I don't want to die
turn her head to me
show her my heart
I am here with love
candle and roses in hands
waiting for your love
hoping for you ! darling
make me again smile
I can't live without you
try to understand
I will never fight
and never say lies
to your friends
promising you for life
I will never make stories
with fake characters
which will annoy you
I will not do that
come back to me
come back in my life
how will I survive?
how will I spend life?
try to understand me
I am your "mad" my life
don't be so cruel
please be polite
this is the matter of hearts
don't split our lives
I am requesting you
with the joined palms
please be paired with me
hold my hand for the life......!!!
(P.S.:...... Darling......!!! ........ how do you feel today? I hope you are fine. I want to ask you one thing, are you pessimistic? or became too rood and hopeless from the life? you have still not seen the life. You have just come out to the real world. It is the world, where everybody will meet you in the mask of friend and will cheat you with their fake smiles. I have become storymaker because of this world. It is all running behind money and make us run with it compulsorily. We need money at each step of life and we tried to earn it. But, we find people who don't like our progress and feel jealous. And they play games and politics with the people who get earlier achievements of success. I have seen all those day in which I have felt so angry and annoyed in the evenings. I felt the desires have no end and mind can't stop thinking. We can't run behind the "mirage" of lusts and desires. We need one friend, one partner - a spouse, with whom we can share our thought, feelings and tears. We need the person who loves us and take care when we feel so tired or sick. Everybody needs love and peace of heart in life. To be settling down or marriage is the pious thing and God's gift. Ask me, my parents and my sisters who are so unlucky and not still having the pious gift of God. Don't waste your life with roaming here to there. Life must be shared with any partner and must be taken care by both partners. What is in your mind? I don't know. But, I would like to advice you because I have seen the world more than you. I am not talking about different places of world, but about people of world.
May be you have talked with my rivals or enemies while inquire about me from the people with whom I had worked. So much bad you may have listen about me from my co-workers with whom I had ever shared my happy days like, birthday. All were ready for party and food from the big restaurants, but they have ever told bad words behind my back. There was nobody with whom I could share, the pain of my heart. I was so tired but nobody was there who can given me warming tight hugs. I have worked in MNC and my duty was more that 12 hours. After all my duty hours, there was nobody who could make me laugh or smile by few words of joking or with smiling face. The human being in me was dead and the puppet was working who worked like machines. But one day I met you and found myself alive. I felt my desires and started seeing dreams for life. You made me smile and also made laugh. Now suddenly seen, you want to repeat my past as your present. Don't think about that thing, because being single is not good for life. Even not in society too. People will make gossips about you whenever you will find with any person smiling or laughing. There is no meaning of life, if you have not become paired with anybody. If all my words and sentences are correct, I think I have explained you my experience with my life. Don't be alone....... I want to be with you.....!!!
My Love......my Empress..... My "Madness"........ I am requesting you again.......don't make your self lonely........because loneliness is not a good thing, but it is the burden heart and mind... which can't let you happy in your life.........let me hold your hand forever till this life......we will live together ........and never let each other lonely forever .... I want to be paired with you ........I want to marry you..... please marry with me......!!!
kissing your forehead........ I love you......!!!)
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