My beloved ..... darling .... Lovely .....ish....!!!
Few hours are remaining and you will leave your most loved country. I can feel your heart feelings here. But, I would like to tell you that you must not be so sad while leaving that country. trust me !!! if you will think again, you will be there again. I know, you are a brave lady by heart and will avoid the sorrow of farewell from there. I had told you some thing while leaving your study place and the waterfall. Please, read that post again. You will feel better and relief in sorrow. You have visited so many countries and so many lovely places of the world. Have you ever thought how many of your friends are as lucky as you??? You will find a very short list of them. Look at me, I have seen the all India and visited so many good places. But, my dream of visiting the entire world is still not completed. My darling lady!!! you are not made for tears, but made for smiles and happiness. I have ever tried to never realized you lonely anytime, but I had also few problems and could not entertain you for sometimes. My Life was become yours when I met you. I haven't realized it so earlier, but realized after some long time. If you are leaving that country, think about your future Life with family. Think about your parents who will become so happy and proud of you. Remember your mom's eyes which are waiting to see you back in home. Look at your daddy who will become so happy while hugging you. Remember your teachers who will become happy to see you with your new achievements. Your friends were always with you by their good and bad words with feelings for you. And look at me who have forgotten himself in Love with you and ever tried to make you happy by words here. I accept, I had made you a lot of cry in past. But, believe me I have never lost my disappointing feeling from heart. I am feeling shame for all those words which had made you cry. Even hating myself for that. Whatever in our future, but we had met for these hot, cold, bitter and sweet words for smiles and tears.
I have one complain to you for disappeared that photo of puppy eyes with umbrella at your waterfall place of studies. I love you ..... ish....!!! I have seen so many people in my life and talked with them on different topics, but nobody have made any kind of mark on my heart. It was the day when I met you and found myself more and more close with you. I have never felt those feelings in my life whatever felt at that time. But, before said any words to you, we both was separated by destiny. Today, I am feeling something different which is more intense of love in my heart. People around me was always so worried about me and my future as I had stopped working. I could not balance my life after you gone to abroad. Still, I am not having balanced life. Your lovely smiles have ever made me forgotten the world. I had seen all this in movies, but felt more than that when found myself in Love with you. Your eyes have ever inspired me to survive and wait for you till my death. There were so many disasters came between us, but my love for you was increased day by day in heart. I can't describe here in words, what was I felt in disastrous moments faced in our love life??? I want to forget those all days forever and want to remember only those Love filled moments which had made us both smiling to each other.
Your nature of mixing yourself in unknown people have made you awesome as an individual. I will pray to God for your bright future. I am having a will to live with you till death as your Life partner. Let me see what the God will give me. I was so happy when read your message of coming back to home. I have seen your words about losing your photos. I felt sad to hear that. But, we can't do anything when our things stopped working. Get that card and check with Indian PCs connected with Chinese card readers. Sometimes we thought it will never be recovered, but can get chance to recovered our things. So, don't worry and keep hoping to recover it. Enjoy this time there which will never come back in Life again. May be you will be back there with good job proposal, but the time with cousin and friends will never come back. Enjoy my awesome darling lady .....you are very lucky to having this lovely time in your life. If you will become bored with enjoying, behalf of me enjoy there.
A lovely quarter of Life has gone with lot of happiness. It is the time to face new life of second quarter of life which will give you new feelings and experiences. You will face lot of new challenges and people. But, you will get lot of success after winning over all challenges of life. I will pray to God for that.
My Lovely Madness .....ish ..... you are the most important person of my life. I have told you so many untold thoughts and experiences here. Whenever you will feel lonely, open this blog and read whatever you would like to read. This blog was written only for you and you can enjoy its words anytime.
I miss you in life...... I feel you in my heart ...... I am waiting to meet you again .... I want to see that lovely smile again and again in life.... I live for you only ......ish ...... I want to die in your arms..... I want to forget this world in your hugs...... I want to write lot of stories for you and your entertainment ..... I want to give you lot of pleasing moments in Life ...... I want to give you a heaven in life....... kissing your forehead .... I love you ....... and ...... please ..... please ...... please .... don't cry ever while leaving that country.....!!! .... If it will become possible ...... we will both live together on that land again ...... but right now ....... keep hoping for all good things in coming Life...... !!!
I will complain to you till this life ........ you haven't called me or messaged me from there .....!!! .... anyways .... We can hope for our good meetings and happy Life with each other at this time .....!!!
With Lot of Love in heart for you......ish.....!!!
Only yours,
Harshad (harrie)
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