Monday, November 19, 2012

......you are so beautiful....!!!


heart just want
you and only you
your lovely eyes
I can see
the lovely world through
o' my my 
you are so beautiful

never seen before
lovely like you
heart says ..ish..
whenever see you
and jump inside too
o' my my 
you are so beautiful

hope to see you
and have in life
forever live with you
need nothing but, you
o' my my 
you are so beautiful

all your words
alive like talks
like lovely song
sung by you
o' my my 
you are so beautiful

all this ways
called life path
leading my heart
only to you
o' my my 
you are so beautiful....!!!

 (P.S.: ....... Darling .... lovely .... ish...!!! ..... I am sorrie ...... I could not write here from so long time. Today I have got the chance to write something for you. I don't know!!! which food you want for settle yourself???  But, trying to be that for you. Only few days are remaining for your come back in home town. I am very much confused about ... how to meet you??? You will call me??? or .... I will try to meet you ....??? Don't know how it will be done. Because during your whole foreign life you have never tried to contact with me directly. Anyways, we will meet again if you will decide to meet me. What to do??? I have seen so many dreams about us and we have not talked a single word during this 1 year and 9 months. My other past friends have become your best friends and I am still here waiting for you. Naa naaa....!!! I am not complain ing but, trying to realize the truth. I am always found in love with you. I know, you measures people with their age and social status. Let me see !!! what will be happened when you will again in town. May be you will come to me directly and meet or you will arrange our meeting. I don't want to think anything negative about that thing. But, sometimes I think, you will never try to meet me or refuse to identify me or meet me like a stranger. My heart have faith in your Love. It sees lot of dreams about our future meeting, Love life and Married Life too. I have trust in God..... who have never made me disappointed with anything. I have faith in you ..... who have always answered indirectly my words. 
           My Lovely .....ish....!!! I am waiting here to meet you. I hope the doubts made in past will never create hurdles between our hearts. I have always tried to guess about your thoughts by your photos and the themes. My Life has stopped at that point ..... where you had left our home town. Everything is changed, but my love for you has never changed. We fough, laughed, smiled, complained with each other will never be forgotten. May be it will be end of my waiting or end of our conversations. But, my heart will always love you though you will behave good or bad with me.... I have loved only one lady in my Life and that is you ..... ish....!!! .... You are my first Love ... !!! ....... I will never end my Love for you in heart....!!! If I will get negative result from you...... I will try to balance myself for survive. 
          I have no tricks to impress you or obsess you for me. I don't know how to propose you. But, my heart loves you and will love you till my death. During the journey of our indirect conversations we have fought a lot....... Today ... I feel so guilty about all those worst words written by me for you..... I am sorrie... ish .... I am very sorrie for that. Still, few people are following me and trying to make me nervous by their bad comments. Whatever they think, but I am genuine at my place. If you will wish to meet me anytime, you are most welcome for that. Nobody have ever revealed what is there in woman's heart??? I am also one of them. But, having faith in our indirect conversations and your words. I hope we will become one instead of two people ....soon....!!! .... kissing your forehead...... I love you .... with true heart feelings.... welcome back home ....ish....!!!)

 

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