......devoted to you......!!!

       My lovely....darling......ish......!!! It was again the empty Christmas Evening without you. I missed you a lot. I was two times there for you to meet, but you was not appeared. I feel so sad and worry about you. Why does the distance between you and me still exist??? I have written so many emails, but never got a single answer of them. I feel suffocation whenever found you silent. I am doing all whatever you want. But, still we are far from each other. I want to be with you till the end of my breaths. I have nothing except you in my life. People have always tried to explain me about love. According to them, love can be erased from heart by time. But, I have found that true love increases more in heart by time. It was that time when you was sitting in my neighbor seat. But, after few days you've gone to US. I felt myself desperate to see you. I couldn't understand that feelings of my heart. After few days, I had accepted that I am in love. It is the first time in my whole life when I miss something more than my life. Each breath have become burning. Each of my heartbeats have called always you. I have lost all my skills, but always tried to survive only for you.
        I miss you more than the words can say.......I am only yours......kissing your forehead.......please take care.....ish.....I love you......and......devoted to you......!!!