......live only for you......!!!

          Today I had visited a nice place of tea. I had found so many kind of teas there. It was the fantastic taste of new kind of the hot drink. Actually, I felt so much teased by coughing, cold and fever last night. I couldn't sleep well the whole night. I have always got this kind of symptom in Winter season. It was the dimmed morning for me today. Nose was jammed, pain in throat and the body pain had covered starting of my day.
          I have always found fantasy at all the places wherever I have visited. I have enjoyed at all the places wherever I have visited. But, today I have got some happiness rather than fantasy. It is always painful to visit any place alone. I think, I am sad from inside and finding happiness at all around places of me. I don't know when will I get the calmness to my heart. But, searching it everywhere has become my work now.
          After a lunch, I went to attend my exams. As I haven't read so deeply about the subject, I had left the examhall after two hours. My health is still not good and also feeling so much teased with this cough and cold. I feel so lonely everywhere. Sometimes I feel so bored and sometimes I feel so much emptiness of life.
          My Beloved....darling......Ish......!!! ......only you can fill the emptiness of my life with all your love .......I need you by each of my breaths......I have visited Varie-tea today.......I missed you there...... I want to meet you ......I want to hold your hand till end of my breaths.......Come to me my love......I stand here with opened arms for you........Please come and hug me.......kissing your forehead.......please take care......Ish......I love you.......live only for you......!!!