Another day has gone and one more exam paper has gone. I have seen my self little busy with some social works for my family. It was the magical moment in the morning when one stranger has come to our home with a marriage proposal for my younger sister. Maybe my "Madness" is praying for me and my family. Because there is no another person can pray for me and my family. We have got a pleasant surprise while meeting that stranger. What will happened next I don't want to imagine, because I feel scare to see any new dream. I really feel scare to imagine anything for my future, because I have felt the pain while seen my dreams broken. I don't want to live in any fairy tale, because real world is very cruel and different than that. Only lucky persons can see golden dreams for their future who have got their destinations, their paradise. I am feeling nervousness when somebody talk about their future plannings.Because I feel hesitate to think about my unsure future.
It was my hobby to write short stories and poems while sitting alone on beach of Tithal. That time the Blogspot was not invented and I had never need any admirer for my creations. So many stories I have written in my college life. I had got some readers in my friend circle who were ever waiting for my new written pages. They always asked me that if I had visited the beach that day. Whenever I nodded my head positively for that. They tried to find something in my notebooks. But it was not possible to write anything daily. Still I feel the same while trying to write something, especially poems.
But whenever I watch my Love........my Empress......my "Madness"' photo, the power come itself in me and I start writing. I am not the professional writer, but trying to share my feelings here on my blog. I have seen so many changes in me and my thinking. I have felt that I was living like animals who have only the aim of eating and sleeping. But life is not that because we are human and we have to work for our family, our society, our country and all human beings. Now-a-days I hear the ad of donation 1 rupee for a little girl Khushi's heart operations. This is the movement started by radio channel 94.3 My FM. Really I feel respect for this movement of humanity. It has tried to vibrate humans and their humanity. I have again started talking like philosophers. I was not like that, if I am thinking good right now then all credit goes to my "Madness". So many new friends who have read my blog posts have ever asked me that what is the "Madness" who is she? I answered them that she is my world, she is my passion, she is my power, she is my everything. I can't feel love for any other lady, because I have got my most adorable and lovely lady and nobody can get her place in my life. She is my love candy.
The day has gone and the night has come. The night little cold and very hot with the feelings of love. The love which is fire itself and its world is the sea of fire. Love can give you the warmth which can change your life and its motive. Love is the fire which can burn all your bad past deeds. Love can make you free from all bad addictions like, smoking, nagging etc. Love can show you the real path of your life. Don't believe me and my sentences because I am "Mad" who is in love with the lady called "Madness". She is my worship........ she is the most adorable person of my life...... she is my pure love......but .....what I am for her....I don't know.......!!!
It was my hobby to write short stories and poems while sitting alone on beach of Tithal. That time the Blogspot was not invented and I had never need any admirer for my creations. So many stories I have written in my college life. I had got some readers in my friend circle who were ever waiting for my new written pages. They always asked me that if I had visited the beach that day. Whenever I nodded my head positively for that. They tried to find something in my notebooks. But it was not possible to write anything daily. Still I feel the same while trying to write something, especially poems.
But whenever I watch my Love........my Empress......my "Madness"' photo, the power come itself in me and I start writing. I am not the professional writer, but trying to share my feelings here on my blog. I have seen so many changes in me and my thinking. I have felt that I was living like animals who have only the aim of eating and sleeping. But life is not that because we are human and we have to work for our family, our society, our country and all human beings. Now-a-days I hear the ad of donation 1 rupee for a little girl Khushi's heart operations. This is the movement started by radio channel 94.3 My FM. Really I feel respect for this movement of humanity. It has tried to vibrate humans and their humanity. I have again started talking like philosophers. I was not like that, if I am thinking good right now then all credit goes to my "Madness". So many new friends who have read my blog posts have ever asked me that what is the "Madness" who is she? I answered them that she is my world, she is my passion, she is my power, she is my everything. I can't feel love for any other lady, because I have got my most adorable and lovely lady and nobody can get her place in my life. She is my love candy.
The day has gone and the night has come. The night little cold and very hot with the feelings of love. The love which is fire itself and its world is the sea of fire. Love can give you the warmth which can change your life and its motive. Love is the fire which can burn all your bad past deeds. Love can make you free from all bad addictions like, smoking, nagging etc. Love can show you the real path of your life. Don't believe me and my sentences because I am "Mad" who is in love with the lady called "Madness". She is my worship........ she is the most adorable person of my life...... she is my pure love......but .....what I am for her....I don't know.......!!!
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