Tuesday, February 28, 2012

.......enjoy the answer......!!!

        
         Yesterday! early morning I had started my journey to Mumbai. My parents had objection for journey by road, so I had started my painful journey by train. All over trip was unsuccessful and very painful. All the work was not done and few works were pending to the next visit. I have to visit again Mumbai in next week. I was fully tired, so taken rest and thought to write here. Actually today is great day for me. why? I will mention here later. I need to work more hard as the event happened here in positive way.I was tired so I had not came online. But, I am ok now.
        Darling......!!!.....I had shown your photo to my mother and sisters. This is the time of happiness for me that they had liked your photos. But, few questions was asked by them to you which are written here. I don't know how will you react? but you have to answer them. I am feeling very shy as they are talking here about your look. I don't know why they are asking questions to you. My youngest sister and your senior had seen you before few days ago and she had told me that she likes you. They have seen your parent's photos too. The questions begins from that photos. Please don't be angry if you will feel bad to answer them. I think questions are very easy to answer. But how will you give me all answers? we are not connected directly.
  I am writing here the questions:
      *    Can you give me the equivalent place same like you in your life?
      *    Will your parents respect my parents?
      *    Can you give my parents the same place like your parents?
      *    Are you capable to take liabilities of Daughter-in-law in my home?
      *    Do you know the value of family and siblings?
      *    Do you know cooking? if no, would you like to learn our Surti food recipes ?
      *    We are vegetarians by diet and my parent will never allow the non-veg food in our home, you are free to eat non-veg food out of our home...... can you accept this for lifetime....???
      *    Have you ever tried to tell your parents about me ?
      *    Will you behave like daughter with my parents?
      *    Is there problem of castism in your family?
      *    Will you keep our home clean and well maintained?
      *    Your male friends will not allowed in our home after Sunset......will you agree?
      *    How will you react when I will say not enough money for your purchase?
      *    What do you think about marriage and what is the importance of your Husband in your life? Is it the same important as for me?
               There are more questions, but I have not written here. Because it was answered by me. But the above written questions has made me to ask you the answer as they had force me to ask you. I have no questions to ask you, because I have met you and I love you. When you had met me, you was a simple Gujarati, Surti Girl for me. One thing is age difference between you and me. I can't force you to skip it while thinking. If you will really think to escape our relationship from that matter, our relationship will be in full bright lights. I will never disturb you in your work, like, reading, writing etc. I will also never force you to earn money or do any job. Because it will be depend on you what to do? if you will work, I will never ask you about your earnings. Because in your whole friend circle everybody is watching me as scoundrel and cheater. But, when I met you, I have never found you as this personality. I had knew you when I was totally collapsed in love with you. I am also from good family and it has its own rules. I can break all the rules only for you, but the condition is you have to accept me totally. If you will tell me to leave my home, you have to tell me why you can't compromise with few things? Once in your life you will have to adjust yourself with anybody. If you will marry with any Indian boy his family will ask you more than these questions and you have to answer them.  I know I am trying to build a building in air. You are the most important person in my life and I can't see you sad or unhappy, so I have written all here. If you will marry with non-Indian man he will not ask you directly this questions, but he will also not answer your questions. If he will give you freedom, he will also get the freedom without saying you. I have found you as possessive lady and I know you will not let me look at any other woman and I will follow you everywhere as good husband. I will also expect this from you, but you can tease me in my good moods. I am also quite possessive and jealous by nature while talking about you. I will never say anything to you, but you have to give me rights to be alone while hurted by you.
         Now, spit your anger and smile. I will leave my home, if any  problem will occur. I will not cut your wings as husband. I will never hurt you, but you can hurt and hit me. Ok......you can heat and hit me anytime. I don't know what will your reactions after reading this post? You have won my mom's heart, but her questions may have hurt your feelings. She has also told me that I have ever showed photos of different girls(actresses) whenever she had asked me about marriage. I told her that this lady is the last lady for me and this photo is the last to show her. I am not cheater and scoundrel at any stage of our relationship. I am loyal and I will loyal with you in my whole life.I need peace and Love in my life and nothing more. I don't need your money and degree too. As per the matching of our horoscopes by Indian astrology, you will be gained from our relationship more than me. How? I don't know. I am trying to create a strong business platform, but I need your prays and warm quotes to move on and on. I will try to give you the freedom from all the liabilities, but at some places you have to take a part in few activities, like, kids' annual functions, their need of mother, daughter-in-law's formal duties etc. That will be only for showing the people that you are a very good life partner of me. I will never try to dominate over you and your mind. But, you are free for that. You can f**k my mind and heart too. I will let you take rid of my life, because I have trust in you as I have found your heart is full of love for me. I need your love and warmth in my life. You are my world and also myself, so I can't cheat myself ever. My Love........my Empress.......My "Madness"......you are the HEART of my life. If you will refuse me I don't know what will I do? but, whatever I will do that will not good for me. Please don't think I can harm you at anywhere in your life.
        Darling.....!!!......I have stopped my all purchases. Because I want to buy all those things as per your choice. I will buy scooter as per your choice for me. I will buy car as per your choice for you. I will not buy new cellphone for me, but I will buy Iphone for you. If you can give me your address, I can send you that tomorrow form here. I have become excited after mother's answer for you. She liked your simplicity and especially your NOSE....(:-D)>-----!!! But she has got few doubts while watching your parents' photos. Especially, your mom's photos. She was asking me about your parents' opinions about me. I could not give the answer to her question, because I am not sure about that things. Let it go! If we both will agree, nobody will take any objection. Otherwise, I will pass my life with your memories and you will marry with your parents' choice. One more thing, I have never asked you and not seen anywhere. How many real brothers and sisters have you? I have three sisters and no any brother. I am the only son of my parents. What about you? Hey, feeling bad? why bad? these are only few questions which are asked by my family to you. I will also have to face this kind of questions from your side. I can also tell you that questions from your side will make me very much miserable and disappointed. Because you are not the normal lady and not like that as I had found you while met you and till 26th December, 2011.
       My Love.......My Empress......My "Madness"........I don't want any nuisance between us while loving you. I will never allow anybody while or talks. Because I don't want to miss any word said by you. I think, you have known my nature and feeling very well now.So, you will take care of me.  I like you in any form of outfits, but my mom and family want to see you in Indian outfit. I have told them you will not be bound with the dressing styles, but they have told me that she must be form the manners for elders while dressing. I know you have been formed the habit of wearing the westernized outfit, but I am telling you about miniskirts and short pants. Leave the point here, otherwise I will write here what will be allowed in our private life. Don't laugh! it is the truth. Ok ......I am changing the topic.
      Do you feel bad? Don't feel that. Because you will have to do no compromise in most of your life. Because I will be stand before you while facing any problem. I will be good caretaker of you in our lovelife. People, who have read this post please clap and pray for our relationship. I love my lady more than my capacity. Each of the moment my feelings are being high and too high........I have never seen lady like her and don't want to see another in my life......If the second birth I  will get, I want her as my wife again in all my next births.........I love my "Madness".........like Mad.........and my mother has shown green signal for our relationship........ It has made my day very special....... three cheers for our relationship........ I love you Sweetheart......... Don't feel bad or hurt .........because one day you will have to face this situation ever in your life......... Enjoy my mother's answer......... allow me to decorate your dreams........allow me to stand with you...... allow me to love you like MAD.......allow me to pour my love in your life.......enjoy my love........enjoy the happiness......enjoy the day.........enjoy the answer......!!!

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